You're worthy. Of any and every kind of love. You were made so delicately and beautifully. Stop diluting yourself to fit the standards of anyone who is unable to see how fucking perfect you are. It's not you, it's them. Don't ever give anybody the power to define you, alter who you are, or destroy you. Your opinion about yourself is the only one that matters. So fall in love.
As hard and as deep as possible - with the only person who makes it sense to YOU.